10/29/2024eating sardines and trying not to feel mentally ill. like i am doing all of the correct things and i am eating, i'm baking bread, i went outside on a walk, i didn't even smoke weed this morning! and it feels great! but now i get to sit on my not as awesome feelings i'll keep trying today too, even though i still feel sick in the brain and i don't feel like a person but i will keep choosing to live through this so i can survive until i'm better or until i die trying LMAO i'm not sure what else to even say... during these hard trying times i'm playing a lot of video games but realy, i want the thing i fear most and that is human interaction and to feel loved because i'm just really struggling to feel loved by anyone outside of my immediete circle sickening sickening sickening back to journal |
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